Tigger

Dear Tigger I
There is so much I want to say to you so much I want you to hear. You are not hearing me right now but I have been where you are and I can see where your headed. It scares me for you. Your choices scare me too but your eighteen and you know it all. I know you are scared and hurting I wish I could make it better for you but I can't  and that breaks your mom's heart. I know you have to want help. I wish I could make you want it but I can't. Please be safe and know that just because we do not agree with your choices right now does not mean we do not love you because we do! I pray for you constantly. I pray you are safe and have food to eat and somewhere warm and dry to sleep. I pray you reach out for help.I love you. I see so much of myself in you. I was praying you would learn from my mistakes but that was not to be . We all miss you. The porch light will be on until you come home.
Love your Mom